Hey there all my dear to hear friends!!

Well i have been thinking alot about myself...my future....my life my everything! and i found out what was my big problem in life is...and why people don't really like me, and the cause is that i am a hunk! and people hate me for that i guess! and I am thinking to myself "if i wasn't that pretty people would treat my with more respect and not judge me for my looks!" even though people say beauty is a blessing it's also a curse! and that's what i feel right now!

I am so glad i have all you guys here to help me go through this crisis i'm going through!!

I love you ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

Alex

HOME HOME IN THE BURBS!!!!!!!!!! WHERE THE CAT AND THE SQUEEK TOY CAN PLAY!!! WHERE NO TRAFFIC IS HEARD.......AND I CAN MAUL BIRDS!!! AND SLEEP IN THE SUNSHINE ALL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Piglet: ....and i'm afraid it's a very long way down!!!!

Tigger: ohhh not to worry piglet ole pal!! theres no difference between plunging  10,000 feet to the jagged rock below....and....ah....tumblin' outta bed!!!!!

Piglet: REALLY!!!????

Tigger: SURE!!!! ehh....um....er....yeah except for the splat at the end they're practically similar!!!

Piglet: ...

yes.....it's true.....i am in love with everything pooh......i like all his movies and he's sexy!!!!!! hehe i like all of them!!!!!! :) :) and if u don't well then....u just can't be my friends anymore!!!! lol ;) no if u don't i can understand if ur traumatized because the giant pooh balloon fell on u and ur mom at the macys parade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sniff* she loved her mom well!!!!!!!!! *sniff*

wow.......these banana chips taste like bananas.......

ok well i think i have enough money to go to kansas city now!!! YAY!!!!!!! :)

the price of fuel is rising....don't by gas from exxon or mobile cuz they're the biggest and if we don't buy gas from them they'll lower the prices......and because i said so!!!!!!

LOVE EVERYBODY HATE NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(but love me the most teehee!!!)

<3 ;) LEAVE ME SOME LOVE!!!!!

~alex~

ok here i am and i find it time for me to do this thing again....ok that so did not sound as poetically beautiful as i thought in my brains!!!!

ok

what's up with all this SAVE THE RARE ENDANGERED SEA SLUG crap i'm hearing about....i dunno if it's neccessarily a sea slug but it's some sorta stupid animal that serves no actual purpose!!!! i mean...COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there r much more important things we can be focusing on that are environmental....yeah u know environmental activists all those hippies that do this so they don't have to work!! lol HAHAHAHA GOSH U GUYS I"M PLAYING LOL i'm actually a tree hugger...anyway....back to point one.......o

u know what....this is too much for one sitting i'm gunna post the rest tomorrow....maybe on my other site...yeah....

ok...so how is everyone today!!??? i need..;ldifjgd;lkdhdhg....it's a good thing.....

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i rescued a pigeon today....from my pool!!! i picked it out with the skimmer and saved it and it was nice and i dried it off and i fed it crackers and then rose scared it on top of my neighbors swing set

...and i ate lunch....

...and i...............am bored

*breaks into random song* ".....wanna fanta don't u wanna, wanna fanta don't u wanna, wanna fanta don't u wanna....dont u wanna ??...trouble on the road oh dear grab a fanta get in gear!!! don't u wanna?? mhm mhm wanna fanta don't u wanna, wanna fanta don't u wanna, wanna fanta don't u wanna....don't u wanna??....u look hot in all that plaster drink a fanta faster faster!!!!! don't u wanna?? mhm mhm

YESSSSS lol there r more verses to that groundbreaking grammy nominated multi platinum song!!!!! lol

gosh i'm such a geek.....A FREAKIN HOT GEEK REVI!!!!! lol

ttyl there's mega lightning happening!!! bye bye!

<3

~alex~

haha hey guys it's me.....i'm pmsing today i think.... here read this i wrote it -

"now i know nothing is the way it seems...just when i think i've found someone they turn and make me bleed...why do i put up with all this crap...why don't i end the pain...maybe cuz i think in the end they'll love me anyway.......OHHH ITS NEVER GUNNA HAPPEN....WHY DO I HOLD ON TO THESE DREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" © ®

haha i know now u guys think i'm going crazy hahah but i mean it's not like i feel this way.....it's just that i have...and i know everyone else has!!!! so i just htought....why not write a song that everyone can relate to lol!!!!

ok well.......hehe i was in a picture taking mood..... so here's the most recent picture of me....yeah DON"T LAUGH U GUYS!!!! just cuz i'm not as pretty as you guys :þ teehee

hehe i made it small so u could see me....ok

LEAVE ME SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~alex~

ok...it's been a long time u guys....and i've been pretty busy....i'm going to try to get back to regular postings now....lol....so um....my days have been interesting i have a serious dilema grrrrr (besides the fact i can't spell.....no wait.....spelling has nothing to do with a dillema....OH GOD MY BRAIN HURTS ALREADY!!!!!) arg!!!! w/e i can't think straight.....well i saw that movie garden state and yeah......um....kinda slow....good....but sssssllllllllloooooooowwwwww!! lol

um.....i <3 everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to go to israel now lol REVI U TALKED ME INTO IT!!!!! then with tye telling me about it...then with me talking to tessalicious rushing river!!!!!!!!! i'm like I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!! lol so yeah.......

ok 'm gunna just say i need a hug and leave it at that!!!!!

<3  hehe :3 (see my cute smile!!!!)

~alex~